New Chapter: Realizations
Not everything or anyone is permanent. Some are lucky and what they once lost… had to consider dead because it made it easier to let the nights and days and years all blend together like on a canvas of multiple colors. Some are lucky because there are some things that just don’t deserve to have you back. For years people of all authorities would constantly tell me “Jana it’s not your fault…” But everything I did with a loving caring gentle honest heart somehow turned to cause more damage. For instance photos I found that got lost in my brothers and my past life photos… those weren’t mine. I returned them to the right owner of those memories. But I was looked at like a fake thief. With so much doubt that I could be a good person. It rang so loudly. There are so many things sentimental to me that I’m glad I kept since I was first sent to a different home then town then city then in the middle of fucking no where that was the most happy place on ea...